Thursday 23 June 2005

urghh..this hols has really been tiring, cos i spent most of my time forcing myself to concentrate concenTRATE CONCENTRATE on studying, but..sigh, i often find my notes staring back at me. One typical day will usually be spent sleeping into the late hours, playing the piano (it's always those FEW songs), doing mutual staring acts with my books, chatting online, smsing and of cos eating.This whole situation is surely getting on my nerves, but there, of cos, is no reason for any worrying cos the hols is coming to an end.Let me remind myself again, this hols is coming to an end.an END.And should there be a miracle of any sort, i will be able to finish studying and pass my midyrs with F L Y I N G~ colours.

and i am missing SA, again.
once a saint, always a saint.

Monday 6 June 2005

silly me got uptight over some silly 'person' who decided to have a personal attack against me.that silly 'person' being really silly left evidences everywhere.but i am sure that silly one is probably not too bothered by this cos of it's usual hypocritical ways.that left me kinda relieved too.cos after knowing what kind of a 'person' it is, silly me decided it's not at all worth it to get upset over it's practice of attacking other people.and yupps, vulgarities all over, i'm sure everyone will be able to determine what kind of a 'person' it really is.

*phew

maybe from this, i should learn how to tone down a little..maybe only..

Saturday 4 June 2005

AJCO camp was a blast! AJCO rawwwks!! =D i am currently feeling the after effects of being high.haha.still feel that the camp was abit too short? one more day would be good.alright, and so..

DaY One
yupps yupps.my group consists of surong, weiming, seokhwee, xiaopang and weihan, which was good because seok and xiaopang are both from my class.so i didnt have to worry 'bout feeling left out or outcast or whatever.and we are called 'DC', haha those letters are the initials of out facilitators.so we started with some ice breakers, which didnt really let us know our group more cos we combined with two other groups to play 'elope' and errr, another game.i am sure i completed half of my 2.4km run in the second game, cos i didnt know how to play the game and ended up chasing ppl, getting caught, chasing ppl, getting caught, chasing ppl, getting caught, chasing ppl, getting caught..yupps, i am sure u got the pattern.after that we discussed 'bout our cheers.we actually got a super creative cheer with the tune of 'san1 chun1', but eventually we only used it once for the camp la, which was abit wasted.haha.after that all groups played captain's ball.we won two other groups but lost by alot to another group.but still we got into the finals. =D then we had lunch and proceeded on to 'picture perfect' which was amazing race la.haha, seems like all camps have amazing race.the race was super tiring.we didnt even completed the race cos basically there wasnt enough time, and we were too tired too chiong for the venues.but there was this station managed by fukang and siewping, where we had to fold stars.errrr, sad to say..i forgot how to fold liao.haha fk say seok and surong folded the nicest stars with the shortest timings. IF ONLY they wanted only TWO stars, we could have gotten the best points.BUT too bad, there's still ME.ahaha.i didnt take a very long time la, just 14 mins plus to fold a star which didnt really looked errrr nice, as compared to theirs. but i thought it was not THAT bad. *nods* yay after that went back to school to bathe~ cos we were the last group to bathe, i got to bathe for half an hour =DDD then it was dinner! ok, i meant- then it was..dinner.as usual, i couldnt finish my food la, though i always take the longest time.got abit nutty when i started singing the off-tune version of 'yong3 qi4', thanks to xiaopang for teaching me, and thanks to the advertisements of 'superstar' on ch8, or is it chU? ah nvm.after that all the j1s got sent to LT3. group by group went for their night trail.the waiting part was horrible.especially when we saw yunlong coming back to the LT all drenched and pissed.but junjie entertained us quite well.okie, and so the night trail.urgh, i am so ashamed to say i was actually quite..frightened before that.i shldnt be la!! cos i plan the night trailand solo night for rvco camp b4? but nvm. the fact is-i was scared. =x but when u really go for the trail, it was quite nice. i thought the screaming and all the ghostly speeched made by the facilitators were good.but every second there was someone splattering butter, sauce, gel etc on ur legs and hands.basically the gooiest stuff they can find.and all the brooms that go pass the legs, all the flour that they blow onto the face.but the worst was when we had to squat and walk at the same time, as we follow the raphia strings.oooh and i pulled alot raphia strings out! ahaha.so basically, they led us into the female washroom at the end of it.yupps, after which we could remove our blindfolds la.oh wait! all these were done solo.haha.after that went for exco interview. the excos were damn serious. but i had a feeling they were trying to hide their laughter, but of cos keewei didnt.ahaha.errr, it was quite short la.i guess they already had in mind who were going to be the excos already.*shrugs* it's always like that.we weren't allowed to bathe again after the night trail, so we had to settle for sleep, smelling like dairy products.played some cards, then yuqian started doing some suan4 ming4 stuff with the poker cards.haha, play in the name of fun, but NEVER believe in such things.chatted with huimin and yuqian in the dark cos we couldnt get to sleep.played with the torches and sruff.eventually we slept at 1 plus 2 ba.

DaY tWo
at six plus yuqian and i went to wash up.haha we had bread with spread and milo for breakfast.den all the groups walked all the way to garden east, which was near angmokio mrt station, to have our station games.had alot of running around again, but it wasnt as tiring as amazing race.then it was free willy! we had close to two hours to pig out at any place we wanted in the whole of singapore with our groups, but of cos any sane person would choose to go to a nearer place so that we can reach school on time.went J8 for long john, and sad to say, after eating the food from ljs so many times liao, i still got cheated.ahaha.shall not talk bout it.we went back to school and all the j1s started spring cleaning the co room, the store and the corridor.then we lagged for a few hours as we prepared for our skit.had a few dry-runs and i got more and more nervous, cos i am sure all my face would have been thrown away after the performance. =( but ok, there must always be a first time.after that was the captain's ball finals! it was the first time i put 101% effort into a ball game. our opponents were from the team we lost terribly the day b4.they were super agressive.haha.but that should be the way, i guess.we won by 11-8.there were bits of unhappiness, but it was a great game i must say. DC rawks =D after that was dinner again.argh, eating is such a chore.okie, i didnt finish my food AGAIN. had a few more 'rehearsals' before all of us proceeded to LT3 for glitz and glamour~ and of ALL the groups, we HAD to be the first group to perform.what is this? everything was fine.the guys did a great job.ahaha.xiaopang's lemon tree was so cute.then it was my turn! *scrreams* i wanted so much to back out.but of cos, i couldnt.and so..i performed the off-tune version of 'yong3 qi4'! *screeeams* my voice was like trembling. ahhhh it was damn diulian! i had to sing 6 and three quarter lines and when i reach the last two words, i am suppose to off-tune.and i wonder if anyone thought i really sang off-tune? ahaha.but eventually alot ppl knew that it was done on purpose la.i couldnt stop thinking of what i did throughout.but in the end as i watched the very entertaining performances by the other groups, i felt better.ahaha.huimin's group was good! and they were still quite worried at the beginning.but i guess some of them were born..humourous. (ahaha, it's a compliment!) and yunlong was v farnie as well.yupps.and some impromptu stuff that was farnie too.after that was prize presentation.i wonder if it's because they couldnt think of any good things bout DC dat's why they gave us a prize for the 'champion of captain's ball'? but in the end every group had prizes la.it's always like that.haha.

yuppps.all in all, i had a greeeat time! ajco rawwwks my sawwwks~haiz, i'll have to get back to work soon =(

i dunno why all these are happening.but i hope u will choose to believe in sthg that's right out of the person's mouth, rather than what others think.since u think letting fate decide is all we can do now, i guess i'll just accept ur decision.but i sincerely think things will not be the same again.haiz.

[edit] i forgot to say sthg impt! ahahaha.i realised in DC, the three guys have a similarity in their names!! weijie (weejia/xiaopang), weiming and weihan! and the girls have a similarity in our names too!! shuhui(seok), shurong(surong) and shuwei(me)!! =DDD and of cos dawson and caishan are our parents..[/edit]

[edit2]ahahaha..guess what! i read xiaopang's blog and found out that i tagged EIGHT times the last time i tagged his blog.and the content's all the same.ahahaha.okie~ i think i look stupid cos i am laughing at the comp all alone.booo, there's no one to share this joy with.okie okie, u dont have to care 'bout me..i am talking to myself.[/edit2]